Monday, February 25, 2008

The Death Card

while I was waiting for you
I let a stranger in,
he rang the buzzer at the same
time I expected you, but he was

shorter, squatter, and he
wore a blue uniform with a baseball cap --
I couldn't get a good look at his eyes,
he took all my trash away

though I begged him not to,
clung to his elbow with
all my weight, promised
obscenities into the side
of his throat, wept torch
songs into his ears

he didn't speak except
to be courteous,
called me "ma'am",
said "thank you"
but not "please"
and when he was done

my kitchen had regained its shape
there were shelves and faucets and chairs,
cups and measuring spoons and glasses
with daisies painted at the rims

the stinking bags
of rubbish that had piled above
my head, had blocked the window
and soiled the blue lace curtains

vanished like a magician's half-dollar
all wet and brown stains scrubbed away
the scent of rotten cabbage and spoiled
meat replaced with faint chemical pine

the room was so uncomplicated
so full of white clear space
I was clean, empty, desolate,
inconsolable

3 comments:

Jim Matthews said...

Hi Nin,
I saw my old blog is linked on your page,and I thought I'd let you know I'm now at

http://ledansemacabre.wordpress.com

I like the poem, by the way, especially the last stanza. Best, Ryan W.

Christine said...

Who is Nin? I will correct the linkage sometime in the near future -- thanks for the comment, Mr. W.

Collin said...

That last stanza is a killer.